my wish was for deafness
whenever I heard our music
all the memories flooded me
summer car rides and weekends
the times I would never forget
my playlist began to betray me
and there was no escaping it
I will not let myself hear
take the verses from my mind
now that your are gone
my heart can’t bear our songs
what else did we have to hold on to
other than the messages we shared
or the old and newish memories
all the nostalgic objects and places
awaking our care, tearing us deeper
what else did we have to hold on to
if we couldn’t have your embrace
or take strolls on the streets as we did
and enjoy any sort of engagement
to open your mind and your heart
what else did we have to hold on to
apart from the prayers and hopes
that our paths would cross someday
when the truth had set you all free
and with us you can begin again
